I was right, after spending time with Tibbers I feel immensely better. I’m relaxed and happy. Not quite tired yet, feeling hungry and awake. But at least I’m awake and in a great place (mentally/emotionally) instead of being in a bad mood and hungry. Just wanted to post a happy blog before heading to bed. Good night Tumblr =)
P.S. I love you Tibbers <3 posting just for you ^^ no more ending on bad notes, I’m happy
How hard is it to wash dishes? It’s not… Sure it is annoying and if you have a lot to do, it takes time. Hey, guess what, simple fix for that issue, WASH THEM RIGHT AFTER YOU USE THEM, then they won’t pile up, you won’t have to wash all the dishes, just the ones you’ve used. But no. Instead, I get asked to wash dishes because life sucks. I get that you don’t feel good, I get that quite often you feel sick to your stomach and lightheaded. Normally that would be reason enough to be understanding. But what you refuse to accept is you can change that. You refuse to accept that the reason you feel this way is because you don’t follow your diet nor listen to what the doctor says. Mostly, the reason I’m made, is because of how it comes out with mom. She’s tried to tell you, all the time, tells the doctor to tell you, you say yea okay then don’t do anything about it. Feel lightheaded when you stand up, or just after you eat? Okay sure, don’t do your dishes RIGHT after, do them before you go to bed. Not let them build up in the sink, get all nasty and then I get tired of seeing them so I wash them. You’re tall enough, if I can find a way to do the dishes and still be sitting down, so can you, you’re more than tall enough. But will you take the effort to try and think of a solution like that? No, seems unlikely. Take the time to say thanks? No because it’s just expected of me to wash my dishes and yours. How many arguments have you gotten into with mom and have said, fine don’t wash my shit anymore (including your clothes, not just dishes) but have you begun to wash them yourself? No you haven’t. Yea, I don’t expect mom to do them, she does enough around the house. And I wash my dishes and help mom with the dinner dishes, but I have a hard enough time washing my own, my hands are cracked so putting them in water….not exactly helping. Probably what’s really pissed me off, is the fact that I don’t want my hands to hurt, on top of all my other body parts hurting so I’m just not happy. Although considering all the stuff I’ve managed to do when feeling like shit, I guess I just can’t see why others don’t do it. Especially when I even manage to pull off other people not noticing that I feel bad, I just get it done and go back to my little corner.
But enough, I am going to spend time with my Tibbers, going to be happy, going to be relaxed and going to go to sleep in a good mood. <3
/endrant
I feel like a kid….no idea why…hyper today I guess =D we’ll see how long this lasts. Time to txt Tibbers and anno….I mean make him smile =D lmao
My girlfriend and I wanted to cuddle, but we wanted to play Diablo too. This is what happened.
you guys
are my heroes
WHY IS THIS SO CUTE
(via theunfortunatesnort)
my head hurts…can’t sleep…want to sleep… Laying here, looking at my Tibbers (since I can see him, the sun is out, at least for him lol) smiling. Even if parts of my body feel like crap, my mind and heart are at ease, I feel myself smiling. Now if only everything would stop hurting…
did yuo kno guise?
Just gonna say, I saw the “original” post about the “virus confirmation” that one of my other friends reblogged. So much for fact checking…the underlined words were necrotizing fasciitis and just because it’s squiggled doesn’t mean it’s not a real word, it is an actual infection…who isn’t checking facts now? Found that hilarious XD I mean… macropodidae is underlined too, but it’s also a word XD
(Source: scornandritz)
Bang!
Explosions in my head that just won’t quit
A train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me dead
Obliterated
Stop!
My breathing in the night when you’re not their
The silence ringing through my ears
And all I want to do is hear your voice
But you’re not their
Drawn together
Painter’s brush stroke
Sleight of hand
We won’t go up in smoke
Fates colliding
Love undying
Like the rising tide
Beating hearts grow but never die
To simplify
I’ll stand by your side
Close my eyes
Hope will never die
Go!
And take away the pain of being me
Soothe my soul caress my heart and
End my fear all my bad memories
Eradicated
Ring!
Like gunshots heard against a silent night
My love is louder then these words
They’re stronger then the rest, unstoppable
Like the rising tide
Beating hearts grow but never die
To simplify
I’ll stand by your side
Close my eyes
Hope will never die
Like the rising tide
Beating hearts grow but never die
To simplify
I’ll stand by your side
Close my eyes
Hope will never die
I’m thinking of you. Even though our skype call died, I know I can fall asleep happy and relaxed because you are always with me. I lay here, smiling, thinking of the song you sent me earlier, and then think of one of my own to share. I fall asleep dreaming of you, a smile on my face, slowly fading out.
You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
This past week has gone by so fast and I don’t even know why. I can’t believe it’s been 2 weeks, really doesn’t feel like it, especially considering it feels like only yesterday that it was one and at the same time it feels like so much longer. Already I look back and all I think about is my time with you. I know it’s probably because of how much time we spend together that makes the time feel like it is flying by that much faster. I don’t even care. I love it. Every thing has been stress free and wonderful since we started talking more often. And to think I’ve been around you all these years and slowly started talking to you more and more. Look at us now. Talking to you every night for hours on end, you’re the last person I see when I close my eyes, the one that I dream about and the first person I talk to when I wake up. Even if I’m not near my computer, I’m texting you or on the phone with you. I always want to hear about your day and what you’ve been up to. Always want to spend time with you, even if it means chilling on skype/TS while you livestream a game. I love it. I love that we can do that and have everything be chill. We don’t have to talk, we can just be and both of us are content. You get to play games with Raven and I can sit and watch/listen to you. I love the serious look you get on your face when you guys are playing Arma 2 or the troll faces when you are playing Amnesia. I love that you let me spend this time with you, you have no qualms with sharing this with me because you know I’m not going to be bored or uninterested, you know I’m not going to argue with you or complain. I’m going to be quiet and enjoy watching you play, maybe make a side comment or two but all in good fun. I love how we already have so many inside jokes and comments, we’ve had moments of “did we both just do that…at the same time? AWESOME” and I can’t see that slowing down at all. We can both speak our minds and not worry about the other taking it out of context or blowing it out of proportion or taking it as a personal attack. We can have perfectly calm, serious conversations where both our views are heard and discussed and without fail, end the night on a light, cheerful note, regardless of how serious the conversation was only a few minutes prior. You’ve let me into your world, your mind, and your heart little by little, letting me get to know you, trusting me with you and it means the world to me. I won’t let you down. <3
